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F! I can't access to Multiply! F! F! F! Why is that I'm so late to know the Korean Drama "Which Star are you From?" Darn it. :)) I used to remember me and my bestfriend way back when we're so not matured. Everyday, we always fight without any valid reason. Of course, we're still kids, what do you expect? Honestly, she was the one who's mean. Very mean. While I was the one who would cry. Yes yes. I know you're surprised but I cried a lot during my childhood days. Haha. But hey, I guess pain is not always bad. It made me stronger and I didn't let anyone bully me anymore. Instead, I do that today. Ha ha! When we moved to Bulacan, I missed her. I wasn't able to go to church every Sunday because of the distance. But distance wasn't really a problem in our friendship. Blah. I can't remember who was the first one to do that but we exchange letters almost every week. With our cute stationaries and cute pens, we used to write to each other about our experiences and guess what, OUR TOP 5 FAVORITE SONGS FOR THE WEEK! Bet no one did that! Haha! We were like exaggerated then. We used to put scotch tapes on the envelopes, as if someone's gonna read 'em. Hahaha. Good thing we moved back here at Manila because I wanted to. Haha. Now, we're more than sisters. We always have a lot in common. In music, fashion, movies, books, etc. We now go out, like a date. I sleep at their house everytime our schedule is not hectic. We laugh a lot. We share our experiences with each other. Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill and our favorite chick flicks marathons can't be excluded. Camwhore-ing, yes. Boy talks, yes, of course! I can also remember the times whenever I get upset with the guy that was in my life ages ago. It was just a coincidence that whenever we have a little misunderstanding, my bestfriend and her parents are at SM, shopping or just buying something. Then she'll text me, "Pam, SM kame." Then I was like, "Sakto." Then we'll eat dinner somewhere and just talk. After that, I'm kind of relieved. I guess it's true that [true] friends are always there for you. Now, she's in college. She said that I should study at La Salle so that we're gonna be like neighbors, because she's at St. Benilde. Sadly, I won't study there because my course isn't in their list and as if I can past the test there anyway. Haha. We almost always see each other every Sunday, and that's so good. We exchange SMS everytime, saying "I miss you!" or "Pam, wasted aq." or "Morning bitch." or even "Ateee. Shet ang gwapo ni *****" Shh. Yes, we call each other bitch now. :) And I guess it's not bad. Haha! For acknowledgement purposes, she was the one who introduced Twilight to me. (FYI: It was introduced to her by the guy whom.. I don't wanna talk about it here! Err. Haha) I think that was last year. We talked about sharing a condominium unit somewhere. We also talked about not letting our life pass without going to Wilmington, North Carolina. Our mothers always say that "Oh, kung sino mauna sainyong makakaalis ng Pilipinas, kunin nyo isa't isa ah." Then we're like, "Of course!" I remember when her mother asked us "Pano pag may nagustuhan kayo parehong lalaki pero isa lang sainyo gusto niya?" Then of course, you know what would be our answer there. Normal and some kind of stupid questions. Hahaha! We have so many plans for each other. Promises. And I always pray that they will come true. Because having a best friend is like having a family, a sister and a treasure that you won't just let slip in your hands. Haha. Just wrote this ages ago. Way back when I was torn. I wanted you, wanted you To fight for me. I loved you, loved you I hope you did that too I felt like I was used It felt like I was abused Should I hate you for this? Sure, baby, please. Something told me to run I guess I want to have some real fun Pain, they say is like a thief in the night. They say 'coz it's quiet. I say it's not. They say I'm bitter I say because I deserve someone better Do you think of that, too? Maybe not, maybe not You're too busy with yourself and someone else I guess I'm doing the same too I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna know about it You suck, and you know it. I felt like I was used It felt like I was abused Should I hate you for this? Sure, baby, please. TBC. I'm dreaming of having a book. But I can't start anything, yet. But the question is, HOW can I start? I don't know which direction to go until now. I always have this negative thought that I don't have the ability to publish one. Maybe if a professional writer would read my stories, he'll just consider them as a trash. I'm still a kid who's not that sure if Nursing is the right course for her. I'm still a kid who can't find the real reason why we should study hard. I'm still a kid who depends on her parents to buy what she wants. I'm still a kid who's happy everytime classes are suspended. I'm still a kid. College. Another story. New people. New environment. New mentors. New friends. New adventure. New cliques. Independence, I want it. What about the question, "Who to be with?" I know it's too early to talk about that. But I can't avoid it. Everyday, I ask myself, "Will I love again?" rather, "Who's the next person who'll hurt me?" It sucks. Hopeless romantic? I think so. Ha ha! Firsts are either VERY happy or VERY painful. Both are unforgettable, whether you like it or not. Speaking of unforgettable, you know what hurts after a devastating thing that happened to you? It's the inevitable habit that you think about it almost everyday. You question yourself, "How come did that just happened to me?" "What did I do?" "What did I not do?" or you just sit down and remember all those painful memories. It's irritating you, isn't? It's stupid to say that "I can't forget about it/her/him." OF COURSE YOU WON'T! If you had a brain problem, maybe all of us would understand that. Here's the thing, you can still remember your childhood, so it's painfully obvious that things that happened to you last year/month/season are still on your effin' brain. Pain sucks. But it's life. What's with HSM3 anyway? Okay, I have a confession to make, I STILL HAVEN'T WATCHED HSM2. =))) Okay, I'm torrent-ing now. :)) Alyssa said, "FINALLY!" Yeah me too. Haha. :P Since it's sembreak naman na, I decided to download movies and my favorite series. :D FUSE! (Fresh US Episodes) Sembreak, sembreak, sembreak. What am I gonna do during those days? Research? RIGHT. Alyssa said that we'll be finishing it next week. It's due on the 30th. :) Hello UP again. This time, without wearing our uniforms :)) I've downloaded these cool songs, I got them from iTunes. I now love We the Kings, Mae, Three Doors Down (as always), The Script (again), Norah Jones, Missy Higgins, Erin McCarley (even before), Miranda Lambert, Limp Bizkit (woo!), Keane (again) and moooooore :D What to do next week? 1. Download more songs, movies and series. 2. FINISH BREAKING DAWN :)))) 3. Catcher in the Rye din pala. :P 4. Photoshoot that Kimberly talked 'bout :)) 5. Update this blog! :P 6. Research. Of course. 7. What else? Lemme think! :P I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it :) SEMBREAK! So that means, it's gonna be our time again! We'll have sleepless nights of having marathons, online-ing :)) texting our beautiful friends, updating our online domains or just spending our time the way we want to, rather, the way we CRAVED FOR :)) I have Brylle's iPod for sometime already. And I'm enjoying it, I think I'm loving it too :)) I've been uploading songs there almost everyday. And shows like Gossip Girl and A Walk to Remember too. And oh, even Peyton Sawyer's Podcasts. Haha! Brylle and I talked about me buying it and he's about 80% sure. Haha. So that means I have to save money, AGAIN. :| Last night, I was enjoying the school grounds while two of the most sensible (whatta word) bands were rocking in our stage. Of course, they're named Urbandub and Parokya ni Edgar. It was just a nice experience that in my last year as a high school student, I was able to watch a GOOD band in my school. I mean, I'm not really a fan of Filipino bands unlike other people, but hey, I liked them, BIG TIME! :D When Urbandub was gonna play "The Fight is Over", I screamed when its vocalist introduced that song as "Para sa mga walang kwenta nating ex." HAHAHAHA. IT WAS JUST FUNNY. And of course, I wasn't the only one who shouted, but many of us. :)) OH WELL. If you're a close friend, I bet you understand me. :P My date for the night? Julian Santos Chu. :)) It was unexpected. At unexpected din na napagastos ako dahil binilan ko siya ng pizza sa Pizza Hut. Hahaha. We even had our heart to heart talk at the flagpole. :)) A serious one! :P Just so you know, I didn't go to school today :) WTF who cares?! :)))) I've been online since, I don't know. :)) See, my sickness strikes, again and again and again! :P That's all for now. :) By the way, Chito Miranda was effin' hot last night :] |